Natalie could tell that there was so much more going on than she knew or had ever suspected. She could only hope that one day Kay would love and trust her enough to be able to open up completely. She wished that Kay knew that she could trust Natalie completely.
"Shhh, don't apologize, luv. You have nothing to apologize for," Natalie assured her lover. It was breaking her heart to see Kay so upset, to know that she had tried so hard to hide this terror and sadness deep inside of her, so much that its only release was through nightmares.
Natalie wondered what Kay must have gone through to make her have such terrifying nightmares that they caused such fierce physiological reactions in her. But all she could do was hold Kay, and hope that maybe she could help by doing so.