*quite readily; it isn't a lie, much as he wishes it were (much as it pains him to live down to your expectations every time he sees you)* I promise you will see me again. *almost too softly to be heard* No one ever wanted to promise a kiss more than I do. I will understand if you cannot forgive me. (You would never forgive me if I kissed you.)
*inclines his head, though you will not see the gesture* Goodnight, Esther.