*sees the look on your face and tugs his shirt back down almost idly, knowing full well what you've seen because he welcomed all of it* *zips up and buckles his belt with deft fingers, though both of these things require some additional readjustment (and he really cannot be blamed for that, either)*
*steps aside slowly (and thank Eru you're not still trying to stop him)* *lifts his hands and shoulders in a slight shrug and nods at the door (after you), his face hard despite something making his eyes glistening briefly, disappearing again as he refuses to show you his pain (and I don't owe you any explanations)*