Why did you bother, if you were already married to someone you couldn't bear to leave?
*the pitch of her voice rising rapidly* Haven't you listened to a word I've said?? I've tried to leave him, Elliott! I've tried a hundred times! It's the dearest joke of his heart to keep me grasping at straws. I love you and I should have told you about him sooner but this reality is somehow my doing?
someone you couldn't bear to leave
*shaking with fury and choking on her own tears* Fuck you. I'm a prisoner in my marriage and fuck you.