*holds Ecthelion's hand, squeezing lightly, although he is fidgeting less than normal* Uh. *clears his throat* Uhm. Well. I wouldn't call it a sudden-- I mean -
*takes a breath to compose his thoughts and starts again* It was more confusing before? I mean. When he wasn't with me. *can't quite look at you but can't quite look at Ecthelion either* I mean. I thought I'd imagined stuff that had actually happened? *lets out a soft little sigh and mumbles, almost inaudibly* I guess I just thought he'd gone away. M-mostpeopledo.