*oh?* *well you were likely younger and confused of course hopefully*
*thinks you definitely do sound nervous and maybe you really are just getting it all out and you'll think better of it all once you have*
*quietly* I'm sure you do still have a good friend in him, mum, he's an understanding person. You obviously probably weren't thinking straight. *trying to be reassuring, thinking stress is a factor either way* Maybe take it easy for a bit. *wonders who your women friends would be* Let the movers handle things and have a visit with Írissë though who knows how that could be relaxing. Or take out Aunt Anairë, or Ambarussa. It's probably not as bad as you think.