Ah, I see. Nice to know I'm in good company, then.
It's a bit of a boring chain of circumstances really. Every time I tried to just truly be myself and let loose, I was chained, beaten and almost killed on numerous occasions. It's a welcome seachange here, but I do admit I find it a little boring to just sit idly by with my dogs and a nice glass of Scotch. Not that I don't enjoy that, but I'm a demon. I've got itches that need to be scratched.
Yes, Kevin was pretty fun, but in the end he met his demise by an angel. Where I come from, even the good guys could be villains. Which makes the Winchesters a bunch of hypocrites, but well.