I got to talk to my niece. Would have been nice to do that without being monitored, but it's not like that's new, so I've missed a lot, with her. Birthdays, school plays, Fourth of July's...(Julies? Julyes? Fourths of July?? w h a t) I should have been there for those, and I'm gonna miss more things. I've no idea how to even explain to her, so I just kinda... lied. Is that worse? I think that's worse.