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It sucked. It really sucked. I was locked up for awhile - by my own father in a magical prison. Back then I needed to siphon magic from something that was charmed in order to use it, but the world I was locked in was untouchable, so no magic to siphon. It was a complex spell designed to contain my ability. We won't even mention the absolute isolation, but years and years with no magic - never again.