Re: Private
whats ordinary for you aint ordinary for me and whats happened to me also happened to plenty of people i grew up with. the worlds kinder to rich lads and ladies born without filth and booze and begging so you got a dinner some nights. youre right. i wouldnt want that. to be so soft and stupid when it comes to how this world works. but if i didnt have a choice maybe id be a happy woman. you aint got a choice either. youd like that wouldnt you. clean my tongue up see me in something flattering and nice to look at give up my swords for a needle and thread. i aint better or worse than those men out there because i got a cunt boy. remember that. i speak exactly like what i am.
i have. a lot of people that deserved it. dont really know who didnt deserve it among them. im both then. criminal and animal. what do i deserve then. an execution all civilised.
i seen a lot of people say no ones coming. i know jack will find me because there aint never been a body of water could separate us but what if your handsome rich father never comes. what then boy.