Sounds like something to me. But what do I know? I've never had a relationship that lasted more than a few months.
I see. That's hard. I lost my dad, too. Some days I wonder if he was very good, but it still wasn't easy. I lost someone close to me before I came here. I couldn't deal with it. So I get it, it's hard. Maybe you'll get a second chance and things will find a way to work out, even if it's different.
You need anything, or to just...run away for a bit. You can call me, okay?