Well, you haven't 'written' to anyone back from your home. Thus, have either not been here long enough to have missed them, or there is no one to miss, perhaps even the reason you came here, or you're an unfeeling being, given that I find it hard to believe someone is so heartless to as not find some means of coping with loss. Granted, there are other possibilities, those are just the most likely. And, given the response, would seem that one is the correct one.