At this point, Lydia didn't care anymore. "Didn't what? Take on your debt so Lucifer wouldn't have any hold on you?" She replied looking at him at this point as tears came down her face once more. "I did, and I'd do it over and over again." She told him with a mix of anger and protectiveness in her voice.
"It wouldn't be the first time." She replied about killing someone since she had killed the doctor from Eichen house before he could put that mask on her.
When he mentioned leaving, Lydia looked at him. "No!" She screamed at him as she rushed towards him and came to grip him tightly as she looked up at him. No.. I can't... I can't lose someone I'm.." She replied swallowing. "I can't lose you." She said with urgency in her voice as she looked up at him.