Cora Hale (toughesthale) wrote in onewaythreads, @ 2017-11-05 01:46:00 |
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Entry tags: | !complete, cora hale, stiles stilinski |
Who: Stora (Stiles/Cora)
When: Saturday night
Where: Their place
Why: Full moon
What: Seeing if Cora can control herself around Stiles
Status: Complete
Ratings: Low
Like agreed Cora would spend her full moon with Stiles. Her mid-length hair would be tied back in a french braid as she came to exhale deeply. They had both agreed that the basement would be the best place to try their luck with her shifting. Already her hands would be restrained by the chains as she growled lightly. Not with him, but more so the mixture of the chains and the full moon and her emotions running wild.
Once deep brown eyes would be that bright yellow, indicating that she was a beta, which anyone knew Cora, knew she was already. Still, she came to growl slightly as she tugged at the chains that were dug into the wall, she knew it was for Stiles safety, and she didn’t mind it, at the time. But now, now she minded and hated it.
***
Since Cora had decided to stay home this time during the full moon, Stiles had spent half the afternoon getting everything ready. He didn't want to chain Cora up, but if she couldn't control herself then it would be to protect herself and everyone else in Preya.
He wasn't nervous when he did chain her up and even when the wolf started to take over. He had done this with Malia. It wasn't anything new, which was why he was still in the basement, watching Cora. Although, he was a few feet away, just in case. "If you learn to control yourself, you wouldn't have to be locked up. And all of that growling isn't going to get you what you want, either."
***
“I know.” She replied through gritted teeth.From time to time she would come to tug at those chains from time to time. She didn’t like being chained up like a wild animal. Her breathing was heavier by this point, as those fangs became more visible to anyone who looked in her direction, which would be Stiles. “I use to be able to control this.” She informed him as she came to grip the chains.
Light sweat coming down her face as she came to lower her head. Those claws becoming visible as she came to yank with more force. “Than… He came…” Is all she would say as she yanked hard, trying to force those chains off the wall. Cora was good at hiding her emotions, especially when something affected her terribly. But with the full moon and it’s affecting her it was getting harder to hide those emotions.
***
Stiles sat down on the ground, still watching Cora. And the chains every single time she tugged at them. He wasn't too worried since he made double sure that they wouldn't budge, but he also wasn't sure how strong Cora could get. So, he had to pay attention.
"He who?" he asked, a bit of confusion flashing across his face. Who was she talking about? Who was the one person that could make her lose control like this?
***
She came to shake her head quickly when he asked her who. Sweat coming down her face as it hit the ground. “Derek.” She said as she came to lean back into the wall, and wrap the chains around her arm and yank. Another growl coming to escape her lips from the slight pain that the metal against her skin caused her.
“If he hadn’t shown up… I wouldn’t…. I’d be in control.” She growled louder as she yanked harder on those chains, thrashing her body slightly, but not with all her force. Since she was aware Stiles was with her, she didn’t want to break out the chains, but use them to make her think about a different kind of pain.
***
Derek? He's the one who was getting to Cora? Stiles figured it might be somebody else. Anybody else. But Derek? "Why is Derek the one that's causing you to lose control?"
He watched her tug at the chains again. "You might as well knock it off. I made sure they weren't going to budge. You're not my first."
***
That just made her growl even more. “I’m not trying to break free.” She replied to him as she came to stare at him. “I’m trying to redirect my pain.” She added as she yanked harder, which caused the chains to wrap tightly around her skin.
“Because. He’s my brother.” She replied as she came to look at the ground for the moment. As she grits her teeth once more. “He was all I had left. And now…. Now…” She growled louder as she came to yank at those chains until she broke the skin, and that red liquid started to drip a bit.
“Now he doesn’t even fucking care. He’s so content with being alone like I don’t exist again. I exist dammit!” She screamed out. But it wasn’t a scream that she did as she came to drop to her knees for the moment. But the sounds of light crying.
***
When Cora said that, Stiles was kind of wishing she was just trying to get away. Not intentionally trying to hurt herself. "Stop doing that."
He felt bad for her. He couldn't imagine having to deal with any of that. "You can't let him get to you." He saw the blood. He knew she'd heal from it, but that didn't mean he liked seeing her do that to herself. "Stop hurting yourself."
He watched her and he just couldn't keep sitting there. He ended up crawling closer to her. Once he was close enough he grabbed her by the chin and made her look up at him. He didn't care that she could hurt him. It wasn't about him right now."I don't know what his problem is here, but you can't let this eat you up. It's doing you no good. Anyway, you have me. I will never ignore you."
***
When Stiles came to crawl towards her and lift her chin up, Cora no longer held her wolf features, but her normal ones. The only difference has she had tears coming down her face. “He’s my brother. He taught me about control.” She informed Stiles as she came to stare at him.
“I died… I died and he didn’t even know. He doesn’t know anything!” She said crying again, as she heard Stiles say he would never ignore her, it caused Cora to collapse into his chest as she cried more. “I miss my brother.” She said as she came to bury her face in his shirt.
***
"You need to find another way to control yourself. I'll help you. If you want me to." He'd pretty much do anything for Cora. Especially if it helped her to stop hurting so much.
"Tell him?" he asked. "Or I can." He would do it, too. He put his arms around her and just held her as she cried. "You're going to have to talk to him or just let it go. Easier said than done, I know. But this isn't good for you."
***
Cora came to shake her head. “No.” She said about her talking to Derek or him talking to Derek. “He already isn’t a big fan of us.” She replied as she came to wrap her arms around Stiles and hold him tightly. “I have you… And the others.” She replied as she sniffled lightly. Already she tried to force herself to stop crying since no one has ever seen her cry. Until now that is.
“I love you.” Is all she would say to him before she placed a kiss on his lips gently. Cora was thankful to have Stiles because she wasn’t sure what would've happened tonight if she was alone.
***
"Okay." If Cora didn't want any of that then Stiles wouldn't say anything and he wouldn't make her do anything that she didn't want to do. "See. You're not alone."
He has kissed her back just as softly before saying, "I love you, too."
***
Cora came to nod, as she was about to say something, but she stopped. “Really…” Is all she could say as she heard him say those three words. But soon that smile came over her features once more as she came to tackle him over and kissed his lips once more.