Re: Sam/Jenna
She was supposed to have control of herself, she was supposed to be able to keep herself together and working on the job, but sitting here talking with her dad about their relationship and how they fit together as a family was harder than anything else she had done since she got here. It pulled at that delicate grip she had on her control and made it hard for her to keep it together the way she'd been trying so hard to do since they got here.
"I just want to go back." She said quietly. "Being here just makes me want to go back, it's all familiar there and I know how it works and it's comfortable and I know exactly where I belong." Her voice was tight while she spoke still trying to keep control though it felt like she was rapidly losing that particular battle. "I want to be here to make sure Sean is safe, and be with you but it's all so hard and I miss it."
Being at home, being there in New York with Sean going to clubs had been good. It had been different enough that Jenna could separate herself from those months in Afghanistan, but this - it had just enough of a ring of the familiar to it that she couldn't keep that wall up.
She didn't understand G and Savannah and their relationship any more than she understood how she was supposed to fit into this relationship with her father now.