"It won't be easy to find someone with your lips." Brian leaned closer and nipped John's lip. "I really like your lips. I guess I'll have to deal with old and boring." It should scare him more that he was all right with this, all right with being with one person. He hadn't even considered it with Justin.
"This isn't an either or. It's not an ultimatum. I'm not asking you to give him up for me. I'm asking you to consider what you're doing for yourself," he said. "You and Derek keep having the same conversation over and over and... it's such a useless conversation. You will be who you will be. I don't want you to have plans or make decision right now. I want you to do what you want at any given time without worrying about what he would have done."
Brian picked up one of the rings "I'm very okay with you not making a decision right now. I'm also okay with whatever you decide. Through thick and thin. No, that's not how it goes. I, Brian Kinney, take you, John Connor, to be my incredibly gorgeous lover I promise to be true to you in good times, and hopefully there will be a shitload of those with lots of fucking, and in bad, in sickness and in health. And I don't know about love and honor, but I will never ask you to change or to give up your ideals, just like you've never asked me to give mine up." He took John's hand and put the ring on. "I love you, John Connor. Not a man your uncle remembers, not a legend people told you about, not the man your mother wanted you to be, not the Savior you thought you should be, but you, just you, because you are John Connor."