Re: Travis/TJ
"It bothered me because I wanted to trust you too much and I didn't think I should," TJ said quietly. "I went so long trying to pretend I didn't want to feel anything, when I started having feelings for you...it scared the hell out of me." It still did, sometimes. But what he felt for Travis so outweighed the fear...well, that was a whole new fear in and of itself. And one he wasn't putting to much thought into at the moment. Not when Travis was doing his best to match words to action and drive TJ crazy. Moaning softly at the attention to his nipple, TJ closed his eyes.
Only to open them again as Travis spoke further. "No, Travis. That's what I was trying to say. He didn't help. He didn't even know. And it wasn't as great as I thought it was. You asked me once if I still had feelings for him...and I don't anymore. There's nothing left to compare because there is no comparison. That's...I guess it's why I brought it up. It's something I've finally put behind me and I'm moving on to the best thing that's ever happened to me. You and us. He doesn't have any claim on me at all anymore. Only you."
TJ groaned, opening to the kiss with a wanton eagerness. "Important enough to make me give Disney another chance," he breathed, chasing after another kiss even as his own hips rolled to meet Travis'. "It's the same for me. All the time. Those days spent in that house, not being able to touch like this..." It hadn't even been the sex, so much as that claim Travis spoke so clearly now. TJ had needed to feel it. Needed to feel it now as he shifted restlessly beneath Travis, pressing closer as best he could, reveling in the hand holding him down. "I'll make sure you don't forget we're doing this as equals, side by side, not one in front of the other. Chain me up to the piano for our pleasure, Travis, not my protection." He smirked softly, shifting his hips so that there could be no question of the way this conversation was affecting him. "Show me what this bracelet means and I'll scream it for you. Take your time and show me I'm yours. Let me feel it."