Re: John/Brian
He'd been an idiot to deny both of them this. The fears were still there, and sex couldn't erase them, but sex could remind him that he'd never lived for the future, choosing to enjoy the present and fuck the rest. It might not be the way people lived, but it had served him right for too long.
John's words were proof that he'd made the right call. John could talk about wanting to fuck someone else, but that wasn't who he was. "You're burning up around me, so fucking hot inside." Words were becoming more difficult to say, to even think them coherently. Too long. It had been too long since they'd felt so close.
Brian's hand moved faster, twisting and squeezing just like he knew John liked. "Don't, Gorgeous. Let go and let me see you come, and when you rest, we can do it again and again. We have all night."