Maybe not to you, but it means something to me. "But you don't trust her and it's obvious you don't. In fact, it's obvious to me that you only trust one person and have favorable feelings towards a few others," she said. Abby could point to exactly who Hanna favored and exactly who he'd be happy to leave behind.
"All of you in OSP had classified lives; mine never was," she said. "And yes, pretending is lying. You do it for justifiable reasons, but it's still lying. Those outside of OSP never knew the true you."