April didn't believe that Alexis was right about them not thinking of their children. It wasn't that she didn't see that they were putting their children on the line, of course they were, but she couldn't believe they would take that risk if they weren't confident of their ability to protect those children. She watched most of them with their children in a way no one else did, and she was certain that none of them would in the actual choice of their child or a stranger save the stranger knowing that it caused their child's life. If that was the case, April would have found them every bit as despicable as Alexis seemed to find her now.
But she could also see that there was no hope of Alexis seeing anything other than what she saw right now. Maybe with time, but not now.
"I'm not using my child, it's her I'm afraid for. If it was just me, there would be no hesitation, but I'm afraid for her safety not mine." It was also a fear she'd never let go of, not until they were somewhere safe - if they'd ever be somewhere safe.
"I hope that one day you will trust me again," April said. "And maybe even come to understand me a bit more."