_ash_howard (_ash_howard) wrote in omega_reality, @ 2012-02-23 15:41:00 |
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Entry tags: | *complete, 2012 02, dead: ashleigh howard |
RP: Ash
Who: Ash
When: 2-23-12
Where: Her room
Summary: Ash has been at the ranch for a month.
Ash had been at the ranch for a month and during that time it wasn’t the adjusting to a new life, learning new, scary skills, and forced to survive on a tiny budget that got her down. In fact, she was doing just fine with all that and then some. No, what got her down was that she was part of the Rejects and she’d never been in that category in her life. Yes, she’d been rejected, but even when ZBZ had been on a downward spiral, she wasn’t in the Reject crowd. But here she was, a Reject, and there wasn’t a way out it.
Savannah twittered about joining and socializing and working together to become one group, because that’s what she insisted they were. Well, they weren’t. Not in any way that Ash could see, and no amount of participation or singing would change it. Actually, Savannah was right in there helping to perpetuate it.
There were three groups Ash had been able to pinpoint, and they had an order in importance. Alexis had told Ash that she’d learn to protect herself, and the reason for it was not for Women Power or self-sufficiency. It was because no one was going to help her if the boogie men came. She was on her own because she wasn’t one of The Family or The Research Team. It was totally unfair.
She hadn’t figured out what she was going to do about it yet, but she wasn’t going to sit idly by and allow herself to be a trash mob in a raid. She was Ashleigh Howard and one Reject who wasn’t going to lie down and take it.