Jenna Hanna (j_hanna) wrote in omega_reality, @ 2012-01-26 22:09:00 |
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Entry tags: | *complete, 2012 01, character: dominic vail, dead: jenna hanna |
RP: Jenna and Dom
Who:Jenna and Dom
Where:Their house
When:January 26
Summary:Jenna is concerned.
During the surgery, Jenna had done everything that was asked of her without hesitation. Mechanically she'd followed orders the same way she did in the military, pushing any feeling away even when she looked at Kensi and knew she'd seen that scene once already in a dream. A dream, that what it had felt like, but she knew she'd been awake that day.
When the baby boy was born she'd seen but not felt anything. April had been the natural, not her, there hadn't been any maternal instinct, just a detachment as she watched the child being taken care of. The moment she'd been excused she'd left, returning home and spending the rest of the night sitting in their sofa looking out the window while the thoughts washed over her. Doubts of what she'd really seen. Doubts of if she was ever going to be a good mother and find that instinct that made April take to an infant with such natural ease while she didn't feel anything. Doubts about the pregnancy, about child birth, and - she hated to admit it - fear that what had happened to Kensi was bound to happen to all of them.
When she heard the door, she tensed and reached for her gun before she saw that it was Dom. When she did, she relaxed. "Hi," she said giving him a soft smile. "Did you get everything?" she asked.