The famed pin could have been heard dropping after the other man sat down and let Drew listen, hear, and accept that answer: Asher would have wanted him. Commitment, marriage one day, kids. Step siblings for Caty, a future where Drew felt like number one, them together forever. He looked at Asher like he'd just been punched in the gut, and Drew honestly would have rather have been punched then feel the way he did right then. "I-" he began, but he fell short. "Asher, I'm no one's first choice. We both know that. It's nice that you said that. It's very kind. I'm going to go inside now, I think maybe it would be better if you left after you sober up a bit. I can bring you some water. Do you need me to take you home?"