Xᴀɴᴅᴇʀ Wᴏʟғᴇ (aberration) wrote in olympianthreads, @ 2014-11-15 03:01:00 |
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The last two weeks had been an endless cycle of masochistic behaviour. The extensive training and the severe lack of sleeping; nothing else had mattered to Xander other than finding a way to forget his real emotions, and to bludgeon them into submission. Whether his friends worried or not hadn’t mattered to him either, and he had covered up the real reason for his emotional anguish and destructive behaviour by saying that he had - no, needed - to be better, otherwise he wouldn’t have been kidnapped. And his lack of interest in discussing the details surrounding his violent kidnapping and brutal torture meant that most people believed that reasoning, and left him alone. Which was what he wanted, more then anything. He wanted to reach the point where he couldn’t think, couldn’t feel a single thing. |