Alright, so Jai's expression and his words actually surprised Nisha; in fact, it felt a bit like getting punched in the gut, and her face showed it. So did her silence that lasted for a long moment as she mulled it over in her head. "I'm fine. I'm here, I'm in one piece. I'm fine." She finally said. "Could've been worse." It had been worse, Diego had been beaten to death with a baseball bat, that was worse. The thing was, what Nisha had said to Jai was that no one had been hurt by or because of her.
Except herself. She couldn't get that out of her mind now and it was really fucking with her mood. Deflecting and changing the subject tended to work, though, so she looked up at Jai again and gave him a fake grin. "You don't wanna join me and Nan? Come on, the water's great!"