These were things that Amadeus had been considering. If it was possible, and if Ariel agreed to it, then the Tremere would have to learn to filter out the day to day stuff and only let it in when there was the possibility that what he was feeling was because something had happened.
"I know. But being with me has made him a target and I'm about to make him an even bigger one. I'm just trying to do everything I can to ensure I can keep him safe as I promised." Amadeus raised his eyes up and looked at his childe. "I can't loose this one Mab. If I do, that's it. That's the end of me." Because he'd tear everything down around him and then join him.