"No, Sirius-" Remus began to say, the laugh scaring him as he watched it. Then Sirius was going for the door, and Moony couldn't allow that he rushed the other man and wrapped his arms around the other's waist a he held him from behind. "Please- Sirius, let me speak. Let me explain. Don't go running out just yet, please," he begged, pressing his face into the other's back as he tried to speak, praying Sirius would speak. "I'm scared, I'm scared of the NAA. I'm scared by the way Grindelwald looks at me whenever I'm around," he began- not adding how he felt lust for the blond Chancellor. "The other lycans terrify me. But the medical school... the medical school is what I've wanted, but the price is terrifying. I don't know what they want from my anymore. I thought it was just an education and a few patched up soldiers, but now... I feel like they've planned something but I don't know what it's for. Lily was right. You were right," he said softly, praying down to his very core Sirius was paying attention.