The Order has become my family, but I do miss a proper one. I miss a Mum, and a Dad, and I want so badly to make that happen again, this time with my in the mothering role. A war makes you want for those simple things. Normal lives, families, marriage, kids... probably because I don't even know if I'll be alive tomorrow.
Fish and chips? What about fish and chips? I like them... is that what you meant?