'Of course she doesn't'</i> he thought. He wasn't for a second fool enough to think that whole heartedly. He couldn't understand what she mean't, "Permanent? What do you're not mean permanent? You are permanent to me, you're end game doll, for me it's you." he had been thinking it for a long time, since they'd first decided to see each other on a regular basis but he had relied on his actions to do the talking rather than opening his mouth and giving volume to his feelings. He didn't think he would ever have done but now it seemed like she needed to know how important she was to another person because clearly she didn't feel important to her own self.