Funny enough, Vesper only felt strange about it now. When she made that decision to become at 15, it was more her choice than anything else. But now it was odd she was still choosing not to much about it. Vesper knew she was pretty enough and skilled enough as a 'wife'. But beyond a crush on a Lawu, no one moved her all that much.
"Well, the offical rule is that sexual identity is not a sin, but acting upon the desrie is a sin because." She makes a face at the rule, not at Orion, "But ... " Another thoughtful pause, "I believe that God doesn't waste time condemning acts that don't hurt anyone. Especially not now, not when so many people are suffering." She takes a side glance at the direction towards the town proper, knowing not everyone believed the same thing.
However, she smiled then, warm and sure, "I wanted to help people and help them find themselves and their connection to a Higher Power. I hate to see people lost and I felt this would be my way of helping them while being connected to God." Vesper fiddled with the belt for a moment. "I know I sound corny."