sara lance can't escape the pain (sixyearsofpain) wrote in nolascenes, |
Sara could tell something was wrong, just looking at Oliver. He didn't look at all like himself, and she could see the blood that was on him. She didn't really want to sit, but she wanted him to be comfortable, so she did what he asked her. She listened to him talk, and didn't say a word as he did so. She was stunned, she couldn't believe what happened. She just wanted to hold him, but that wouldn't be appropriate right now.
As he went on and told her about Moira's death, she felt numb. She felt like somehow it had been her fault. She never should have left. He had to watch his mother die. Thea had to watch her die. It was something her children never should have seen, even though they were both adults. No one should have to see that. Slade was punishing Oliver for choosing her instead of Shado. If Ivo had just killed her instead that day, none of this would even be happening.
"Jesus Ollie, I'm so sorry." Now she couldn't stay away from him. She moved over to him, and hugged him to her. Just because they were no longer together didn't mean she had stopped caring about him. Nothing could make her stop caring about him. It had been because she cared about him that she left. He deserved so much better than her.