Things had been so weird with Trevor lately. Well really the word was tense. It had ben really, really tense since the truth or dare fiasco. Honestly Lourdes didn’t understand why he hadn't just broken up with her already. It felt like she was braced for it almost every time they tried to talk, or really anytime they were together when they were actively having sex. Things weren't as comfortable as they had been which really made perfect sense. She had done a number on him during the truth or dare and she knew it wasn’t fair of her to expect him to recover. She had admitted lying from the very beginning. She had told him terrible things in the worst way possible. But the worst part was, she couldn't even say she had been lying with those terrible things. They were all true.
All of this explained the anxiousness that filled her as she walk to his room. She tugged at the bottom of her sweater as she got closer. Sure it was summer out but Lourdes was cold 95% of the time. She was convinced it had something to do with being the Death Elemental which was something else she hadn't actually told her boyfriend about yet. Mostly because she was utterly convinced that he was going to break up with her at any moment and otherwise convinced that he would once he heard that. Lourdes loved him like she had never loved someone and the idea of losing him was not something really wanted to consider.
Logically Lourdes knew that meant they needed to actually talk about everything but it didn't seem to be something Trevor wanted to do and there was no way Lourdes was going to push the conversation. So they just kinda carried on. Like today. They had talked about hanging out tonight. Movie, making out, sex, that type of night but they hadn't actually confirmed the plan. Lourdes was showing up hoping she was still down for spending the night with her.