Roxy Christalle (wild_thing) wrote in noir_mystere, @ 2019-07-16 15:41:00 |
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Entry tags: | kanye rock, roxy christalle |
Who: Roxy and Kanye
Where: Kanye's room
When: Monday Evening
What: Reunion! Kanye is back!
Roxy’s emotions were all over the place which honestly was never a good thing for her. She was excited and nervous and happy and scared all at the same time. Usually it would be enough to completely overwhelm her. To make her want to run and hide away from the world, to seek out a way to lose herself and forget the emotions. But she had learned over the last few months. That wasn’t the way to deal with things. Really it just made everything worse. So instead Roxy sat on the middle of her bed, protected by her bedroom wide blanket fort, as she sorted through her emotions.
She was excited. Why? That one was easy, Kanye was home. He had just gotten back from his months long treatment stay and it had been months since she had seen him. She hadn't been allowed to visit.
She was nervous. Why? Because it had been months since she had seen him and so much had changed in the last several months. Things had changed in almost everyway possible. Even she had changed.
She was happy. Why? Again easy. She got to see Kanye.
But she was scared…. Because she had changed. Everything had changed. Would it mean they changed?
There is was, that was the big fear. Would all of this mean he wouldn’t love her anymore? No. that didn’t make sense. Katryn said soulmate and soulmate felt right every time she thought it. And everything had changed before and yeah it messed with them but they came back together. It would be ok again. And it was ok to be nervous. There was a lot to tell him, to talk about, to hear about but it didn’t mean she needed to be scared or run away. Her breathing was better now, she felt better too. She was actually able to smile a little as she got up from her bed to get dressed.
The outfit she choose was simple and all black and symbolic in someway. It was a cross between the ultra sexy way out of control Roxy she had been over the last few years and the woman she was trying to become. Her hair was longer again, it was almost as long as it had been before... before the cabin. She was calm and it showed. She actually smiled softly as looked at herself in the mirror. The look worked.
She paused on her way out the door to pick up the box of vegan cookies she had made for Kanye. She had specifically learned how to make these cookies and she had reached the point where they were coming out nearly perfect every time. For a girl who barely cooked that was pretty damn good.
The walk to his room didn't take long and she was getting used to the double takes she got. She honestly wasn't sure if it was because she looked good or because they were just so damn surprised at the change. Either way she tried not to acknowledge too much. She took a moment for one long calming breath once she reached his door before she knocked.