I mostly get... feelings. Like waves of irritation.
That's not exactly uncommon for me, though, so maybe it's just been me all along.
That sounds... complicated. Cruel. like a lot. If you'd like, you're welcome to drop around my place and see if you see anything. But really it's just a name I dredged from history so I could track the patterns, I have no idea if it's even real or just another... Derleth thing.