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They feel real. Maybe they are and they're just alternative universe versions of themselves. I want them so badly to be real but its unnerving when I mention to Ray things about 1960s Dallas that he thinks never happens unless things got so bad that his memories actually repressed all traces of racism bullshit we went through.
And Claire. When I lost custody of her, it had been completely my fault because my ex-husband - and her real father - caught me using my powers to get her to go to bed. I know it was wrong. It was wrong the number of times I did it, and then I got caught. I know my daughter and this one is so well-behaved, it's almost not like her.
There are small things that are different and off and I'm still really hoping for all of this to be completely real.