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So, what if as zombies you retain your memories even though you're no longer in control of your body? A quick and relatively painless death done out of mercy is better than slowly losing your mind to this infection, being one of the hungry dead, and impaling yourself on spikes where you won't die but continue to struggle for the rest of the week.
If this is what you want to do, that's fine. But she's allowed to change her mind.
I do have a heart, which is why I'm offering her this way out. Several weeks ago, due to Derleth's shenanigan's we could read one another's thoughts, she knows what kind of person I am.