PRIVATE.
I did already. I had to because I'd go crazy sitting still waiting for people to come back. Plus I didn't want to make too many people stay up in the middle of the night if they didn't want to, so I gave myself one of those to help.
Then I'll take it as one. I want to say I'd like meeting her, but wishing for anybody to come here just so I can know them feels like it's being mean to somebody I don't even know. Do you think it'd be better if she was here?