I can't say I blame you. I dread it, too, you know. My Aramente is still not quite complete, and going back there means having to face all of those fears again. A part of me is weirdly kind of relieved that I have this reprieve.
We couldn't have possibly known that we would come here like this. I refuse to blame you, the only blame lies on this place and whoever or whatever is behind it. But rest assured, no matter what happens, I will always consider you one of my greatest friends.
Heh, I will do my best to make sure we get that in early then. I hope that my whole not having a date lined up doesn't end up coming back to bite me. Oh...okay, that's definitely...wow I would not have expected that. At the end of the day I just want to see you happy, and Percy's one of my best friends, so if he makes you happy, and you make him happy? Like I said, it will take me some time to process all of this, but I will be okay. And I appreciate you being so honest with me. I would much rather hear this all from you than find out by chance.