I just don't know how much I should be telling you. I would love to think that there is a chance to change the future, but if there isn't, if it's inevitable, then dreading it is just not useful.
Oh, Vax, it isn't horrible. It's just...confusing is all. To one moment be looking forward to going home after a long day of fighting dragons to spend the night with someone you love to finding out this weird dimension exists and that there is a version of that man who never quite got to this point, who might have even fallen for someone else? It's...strange and it's cruel that we both have to endure this, but it is not your fault.
Some time alone might do me some good, to process everything I'm feeling. But I also wouldn't say no to a dance at this ball, assuming we aren't, oh I don't know, fighting for our lives. What is this one more thing, though, if it might help with deciding?