Heh, I think you might be onto something there. Guess I should get used to it.
It took something terrible happening to a friend of ours for me to realize I was silly for ignoring my feelings, for being terrified of what the future might hold when that possibility hasn't even happened, might not even happen long down the line.
I can't lie and say it doesn't hurt, that it won't hurt setting these feelings aside once more. But there is so much that I know that you don't that it would be unfair of me to lay that blame on you. I think a part of me will always love you no matter what, and it will take some time for me to let go, but I will be okay. Maybe not now, maybe not even a week from now, but eventually I will.