PRIVATE.
I was once the keeper of a powerful artifact called the Time Stone. It was housed in the necklace I still wear. With it, I could could see into the future and even turn back time to a certain extent. One thing I've learned about peering into the future, it's not always a done deal. If you change the course of your life in certain ways, you may get a different outcome.
Something tells me that your future isn't so bright.