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You don't need to tell me that. I think he had a few complexes he wasn't too self aware about too. He was real cut up about being beaten by the Dora even though they weren't enhanced, which we could have warned him would happen if he'd listened. Went on about Steve a lot in interviews saying how he liked to think they'd be like brothers if they'd known each other. He was used to being the best and suddenly he wasn't, because being Captain America isn't about following orders. Captain America would have been a sideshow if Steve had followed orders.