It's alright. I'm aware that my reputation often precedes me. Which can make first encounters interesting at times. I'll admit, sometimes I have a bit too much fun with it - like this time on the Discovery, it was one of my first days there, and I think I traumatized poor Cadet Tilly, who was overwhelmed by my presence. I may have led her to believe she broke my pinky.
I did apologize, but sometimes it's hard not to have some fun to try and lighten the mood, especially when you're on a ship for so long.
I would - although let me clarify, I'm not sure what the Zhian'tara entails. In my experience, many circumstances in Starfleet are unexpected.
Our ships and crews become our families often, so I understand that. It's disorienting to be here without Number One or my bridge crew.
Well, if you're sleepy, you should rest. I'm afraid I'm currently only available for conversations during the night as my daytime hours are spent as a horse. However, if you'd like to grab a drink or a meal during the night and chat, I'd be more than happy to.