Re: private.
My shade— my real, actual shade— is chilling in Elysium, in the Underworld, with all the other shades. She's fine. The shade I had, wherever Loki got it, is with another Julia now.
As far as I can tell, I'm trapped here forever, so I don't have to worry about dying and going to Hell or wherever shadeless people go.
I haven't majorly fucked up since losing my shade, I'm not a supervillain trying to take over the world or anything. I'm figuring it out.