TELEPATHIC MESSAGE.
You feel like any day could be your last. That she could claim you at any time, and you'd have no say. I'm sorry.
Yes, but I'm training to be a Witcher and a great fighter, and Yennefer is teaching me magic so I can learn to protect myself from him. And all the other people and things that want me. I can do things, but those things control me right now. I don't control them. If you saw the Black Knight then you saw the monolith shatter.