elsa | orlin
Thank you. Sometimes it’s difficult to tell. I was so certain of myself before Dax. And afterwards, well, self-discovery is never an easy process. I envied that about my counterpart last week. Granted he had more years in Derleth and thereby more time to adjust to his new existence with Dax. But I still wish I could have the confidence he had. I will, of course. Eventually. But the journey of waiting is not an easy one.