PRIVATE.
I didn’t tell you—I didn’t tell anyone—because I knew that people would take out their anger on Julia. Julia had a valid reason for what she did. And I wasn’t entirely innocent in any of it. I know there would be a literal witch hunt on her and she didn’t deserve that. Especially not without her shade. Also, it was embarrassing. You saw me. If I’d had my way then no one would have found my body. I never would have told anyone. Never.
And you have broken my trust more than once since we’ve been here. And that hurts me.