PRIVATE.
No, I don’t. I don’t deserve anything where she’s concerned. I kept a piece of her soul from her. Whatever my reasons there’s no coming back from that. And what I felt I’m no good at explaining these things
I saw a lot of myself in Julia. Or, at least, I saw what I wanted to see. But it’s because she didn’t have her shade that I felt a familiarity to her. And that’s not exactly a healthy starting point for a friendship. That thing about her trying to impress me? I get that. I feel like doing that too. But that’s a trait of the Loki I’ve always been. And I’m not certain that’s the Loki I want to be. Or if I’m even like that anymore.
There’s nothing there because there’s nothing here.