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Tweak says, "I'll rise but I refuse to shin"

beaterdavid (beaterdavid) wrote in noctemrp,
@ 2012-09-10 00:42:00

Entry tags:

character: david karofsky, character: janus avery, location: room of requirement, thread: complete

Who: Nox and Dave
What: Lover's spat.
When: Sun. Sept. 9th, late evening
Where: Room of requirement
Warnings: Dave's angst vs. Nox's pissed = D/s sex

Dave paced in the room. He clenched and unclenched his hands, trying to ignore the simmer of the bottled emotions he;d thrown at Nox over the journals. It was stupid, something good in the shit hole of a life he had right now. Bella was going to help and protect him. It was a good exchange. Bella got Misha and Dave got Nox. Hell it might even work out to be a pretty good life if they planned shit right.

Except Nox didn't seem to give a shit. Dave wanted to put his hand through a wall or hex something. Anything to get rid of the crushing inside his chest. Nox didn't actually care that Dave risked everything telling Bella. He didn't care that they could have a future. He wasn't acting like it mattered at all, like Nox hadn't been in his arms shaking before school started because they meant something to each other. Maybe this proved they didn't. That Dave was just like everyone else Nox decided to screw around with. God that thought made him want to puke.

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noxyoursoxoff
2012-09-10 08:18 am UTC (link)

Nox made his way down the hall, his face set in angry determination, his stride long and purposeful. If he'd been wearing a cape it would have been billowing out behind him ominously. He stopped at the door to the Room of Requirement, gathering himself a moment before pushing in. Tiny as he was, he had that air of authority and power that only a Pureblood, Slytherin upbringing could give you. On top of that, he was just an intimidating figure by his personality alone. Then again, this was Dave. It was never quite the way he thought it would be with Dave.

He looked up at him, jaw clenched tight and angled in defiance of something, he wasn't sure what. "You actually came." he said, voice cold as he tried to keep the emotion out of it. He couldn't show his cards just yet.

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	beaterdavid 2012-09-10 08:25 am UTC (link)
	Dave knew that stance. He wanted to shudder, to bow down to the authority being leveled at him and just take whatever Nox gave. He wanted to be at Nox's side when he was like this not opposed. He clenched his hand tighter. "I set the place and time. Of course I came. Disappointed?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	noxyoursoxoff 2012-09-10 08:28 am UTC (link)
	His blue eyes were icy and cool as he looked at him, up at him and yet you could get the feeling that he was really looking down on him. "Endlessly... but I've learned to cope." He replied almost flippantly. "Nice to see you still shudder when I walk into a room." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	beaterdavid 2012-09-10 08:46 am UTC (link)
	"Not my fault you put on your bitch boots." He growled, hating the way Nox affects him. This is private. Nox is supposed to go all soft and vulnerable like the last time. It fucking throws Dave off. It's like it's true, that he was a fling and a weird moment. "What do you want?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

noxyoursoxoff
2012-09-10 08:55 am UTC (link)

"You love my bitch boots." He grinned devilishly. He licked his lips as he moved closer, "I want..." He paused, looking up at the taller boy, "to have a real conversation with you. It's been a long time since I've had to resort to being all domineering with you... as much as I love it... it's not really what I had in mind, but you're so uptight, I just can't help myself. I know how weak at the knees you go when I take control." He grinned more, moving closer still, "When I do this..." he purred low in his throat, running a hand up to tug Dave's head down to his level, meeting his gaze. "Isn't that right, Tiny?"

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	beaterdavid 2012-09-10 09:00 am UTC (link)
	Dave wanted to demand how the fuck Nox knew any of that. So maybe he popped a boner every time he got to be Nox's big ass backup during one of his shake-downs of people who didn't pay up their debt to him, but there was no way Nox could have noticed....right? He did not groan when he was manhandled! "No. I'm not weak." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

noxyoursoxoff
2012-09-10 09:03 am UTC (link)

A slight exhale of air left his lips as they curled up, head tilting to one side a bit as he looked him over. He ran his tongue over his bottom lip, eyes nothing but mischievous as he took in the bigger man. "No, not weak... but you do so love to be my bitch." He said, fingers tugging a little harder at Dave's hair, turning his head so he exposed his neck. "There's my good boy... this will be so much better if you just give in..."

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	beaterdavid 2012-09-10 09:08 am UTC (link)
	Dave growled as his body responded. He was hard as hell and Nox's words weren't helping. He wanted it, fuck he wanted Nox to take him over so badly. Could he just let go then? Let Nox manhandle him and just submit and forget the world... It sounded too good to be true. He went to his knees. "I'm not your bitch." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

noxyoursoxoff
2012-09-10 09:11 am UTC (link)

Nox clicked his tongue a bit, hand still in his hair but loosened a bit as he looked down on him. "Oh, we both know that's not true, Tiny... but there's no shame in owning up to it. I do so enjoy how you respond to me." Sure, they'd never actually done this before, engaged like this, but Nox had noticed. Then again, he usually noticed just about everything. Hyper-observant.

He let his eyes dance over the man kneeling before him. He was so big and strong and yet in a few moments, Nox had reduced him to this and he knew in a few more he'd reduce him to less. That was the plan. He knew Dave needed this release. He needed someone to take control and make him forget. "Now... who's my pretty little bitch?"

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	beaterdavid 2012-09-10 09:17 am UTC (link)
	Dave's cock twitched hard. That should not turn him on! Fuck. HE wasn't anyone's bitch. He hadn't even gone all the way with Nox and now this? What the fuck game with his head was Nox playing. His teeth ground together as he looked up at the blond. "Fuck you." He wanted to submit, was submitting, but he didn't have to let himself like it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

noxyoursoxoff
2012-09-10 09:24 am UTC (link)

Again his clicked his tongue, this time three times, tutting at him disapprovingly. "Now, now... that's not very nice. Let's try this again..." He licked his lips, pulling his head back so he had to look up at him. He shifted his weight onto one foot and put the other up, between his legs. He wouldn't hurt him, he'd never do that, but he could tease. The toe of his boot brush the head of Dave's hard length through his pants, "I can see how much you love this... don't lie to me. Who's my pretty little bitch?"

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	beaterdavid 2012-09-10 09:29 am UTC (link)
	Dave rocked up into Nox's boot. Fuck he wanted this. He wanted Nox and he'd just barely started to let himself enjoy sex at all. He shook, feeling like Nox was going to kick down all of his carefully maintained walls against going gay. Starting with on simple answer. "I am..." He whispered. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	noxyoursoxoff 2012-09-10 09:31 am UTC (link)
	He let out a little groan of his own at that. A shiver ran through his compact frame. His eyes closed and a leering smile on his face. "Oh... again. Louder this time." He pressed his foot a bit more against the hard length, teasing him. "Who are you?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	beaterdavid 2012-09-10 09:35 am UTC (link)
	Dave shivered, his eyes flicked up to catch on Nox's deep blues. He had to let go. He had to let Nox overcome him. At least Nox wanted him like this. "I'm your bitch, Janus." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	noxyoursoxoff 2012-09-10 09:37 am UTC (link)
	A shudder made it's way through him and with his eyes still closed, he tipped his head back, a growl of a moan leaving his throat. "Such a good boy..." His fingers moved from his hair, around his jaw, tracing the line before tipping his chin up, eyes holding his. "Tell me what you want, Tiny." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	beaterdavid 2012-09-10 09:42 am UTC (link)
	Dave wasn't expecting the praise. He knew ox was a kinky S.O.B. from the stories, but he didn't go affection or caring. "I..." Dave wanted to give it all over to Nox and trust him to keep Dave's heart and sanity intact. "I want you." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	noxyoursoxoff 2012-09-10 09:45 am UTC (link)
	"You know what I want?" he asked, voice low as he looked into his eyes. He kept one hand on his jaw, the other went to work his pants open. "I want your mouth on me... can you do that for me?" With anyone else he wouldn't even ask like that, but he knew Dave's history. He was trying to break him down in a good way, not scare him away from his true self forever. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

beaterdavid
2012-09-10 09:51 am UTC (link)

Dave panicked. He stared up at Nox, his eyes begging for this not to happen. He'd never let himself even think about being on the giving side of a blow job. It was more faggy than getting one. He tried to trick himself, bribe himself. He would let himself jerk off only to very specific images, ones that didn't threaten his own masculinity. But...

Nox wanted this. He wanted Dave's mouth, his obedience. His eyes caught on the length rising out of Nox's pants. He belonged to Janus... and Janus wanted it. He opened his mouth with his eyes shut tight, a single tear falling.

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	noxyoursoxoff 2012-09-10 09:53 am UTC (link)
	For a split second the air changed and Janus leaned down closer, whispering, "I will never make you do something you don't want. If you don't want this, tell me... because otherwise, we're going to keep going... I know you need it, Dave." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	beaterdavid 2012-09-10 09:58 am UTC (link)
	The beater whimpered, not wanting the choice. He couldn't make the choice! It was too much for him to ask for this. Now that his mouth was open he understood just how much he craved it. He whimpered at Janus, trying to get him to keep going. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	noxyoursoxoff 2012-09-10 10:02 am UTC (link)
	He understood and just nodded. The air changed again and he was back to the controlling, domineering lover he'd been before. He pressed his foot over Dave's length again, dragging over it. "My pretty little bitch needs to make me feel good... you want me to feel good, don't you?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	beaterdavid 2012-09-10 10:10 am UTC (link)
	Thank Rasputin! He didn't know what he would have done if Janus kept that soft expression, probably something stupid like run. He should run, this was too much, it was too weak. He shuddered, his body threatening to take him over the edge at Nox's voice. He nodded frantically. "Please." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	noxyoursoxoff 2012-09-10 10:14 am UTC (link)
	"Then do it. Suck me." Nox practically growled, fingers twisting in the hair at the nape of Dave's neck, tugging him forward until his lips touched the head of his cock. "Be a good bitch and suck me." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

beaterdavid
2012-09-10 10:21 am UTC (link)

He paused, the scent of man filled his lungs. He let the shudder run down his entire body. It was good, so much better then he could have imagined if he had let himself. He opened, taking just the tip into his mouth. It was... not unlike having Nox's tongue in his mouth. It was warm, filling and as he sucked he found that the same sensations from making out pressed through him with the added bonus of the scent of Nox overwhelming him and the thickness of the cock filling more of his willing mouth.

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	noxyoursoxoff 2012-09-10 10:23 am UTC (link)
	For a time, he let Dave go slowly, getting used to things. He watched though, hand in his hair. A moan left him and he tightened his fingers. Completely inexperienced and yet even the faintest touches from Dave were enough to break him apart. "Fuck... good boy, you can take more..." He said, moving his hips forward. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	beaterdavid 2012-09-10 10:30 am UTC (link)
	The time was what he needed. The giving up of his fear and his self-taught shame took time. He explored the head, nudging at the ridge before dipping shallow into the slit. When Nox pressed more in he was more than ready for it. A perfectly dirty moan rose without his permission. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	noxyoursoxoff 2012-09-10 10:32 am UTC (link)
	"Fuck, yes... that's it." He groaned, rocking his hips steadily. "Such a good little bitch." He fingers tightened in his hair and pulled him onto his length more, watching. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

beaterdavid
2012-09-10 10:39 am UTC (link)

Another filthy moan rattled from him. He sucked, his lips locked tight around Nox, determined to make his Janus proud. So far Dave's eyes had been close. He wanted to know if he was doing okay, if Janus really did think he was good. His brown eyes opened, dark from their dilation. The flush across Nox's pale skin and the expression sent Dave over.

He whimpered, his shout muffled as he made a mess of his pants.

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	noxyoursoxoff 2012-09-10 10:43 am UTC (link)
	Nox didn't let up though, he moved so that both of his hands were in Dave's short hair. He guided his mouth on him, rocking his hips and going deeper into his mouth, fucking. "Fuck!" He hissed out, looking down into his eyes, wanting to make sure he didn't push too far. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	beaterdavid 2012-09-10 10:46 am UTC (link)
	His mouth relaxed, the euphoria drifting through his body made his eyes tender, looking up to Janus with complete trust and adoration. Dave was more than content to have his mouth used. HE groaned, hoping he could give Nox the same release. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

noxyoursoxoff
2012-09-10 10:50 am UTC (link)

A few more jerks of his hips and he pulled Dave in close, spilling down his throat with a sharp cry of release. Slowly his hands loosened their grip, his breath coming in pants. His eyes opened to look down on Dave, soft now as his fingertips trailed over his jaw gently. "Mm... wonderful." Usually at this point he'd pull away, close himself off as he got dressed to leave, but not with Dave.

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	beaterdavid 2012-09-10 10:58 am UTC (link)
	Dave swallowed. He grimaced a bit at the taste, but he stayed obedient. HE stayed on his knees, his head tilted into the pet. His bottom up tugged into his mouth as he bit it. Was he good enough? Did Janus like it? Did this mean he was good enough that Janus would want to stay and make them work? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	noxyoursoxoff 2012-09-10 11:02 am UTC (link)
	Janus moved to take a seat on the plush sofa behind them. He sat, crooking a finger at the other man. "Come here, Dave... come sit with me." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	beaterdavid 2012-09-10 11:10 am UTC (link)
	The jock stood, the mess in his pants making his boxers stick to his skin. He didn't know if he was supposed to stay on his knees so he dropped so he was kneeling between Nox's legs. HE laid his head on Nox's thigh. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	noxyoursoxoff 2012-09-10 11:13 am UTC (link)
	He moved his fingers through his hair, petting and soothing. He smiled a little bit, letting him stay there. "Such a good boy..." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	beaterdavid 2012-09-10 11:19 am UTC (link)
	All tension left in his body released. He let himself rest against Janus. The praise was soaked in, his mind and body needy for the acceptance. It was okay, Janus said it was good so there was nothing wrong with hacing ssucked cock. There couldn't be anything wrong in the world when Janus' hands were petting him like this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	noxyoursoxoff 2012-09-10 11:20 am UTC (link)
	"So wonderful," he praised softly. Janus gently tugged Dave up to sit on the sofa with him, wrapping his arms around the larger man, holding him against his chest. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	beaterdavid 2012-09-10 11:29 am UTC (link)
	Dave hunched, shifting so he was mostly laying on Janus' lap so he could be cradled by the much smaller man. He nuzzled into the warm shoulder. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	noxyoursoxoff 2012-09-10 11:32 am UTC (link)
	"That's my beautiful boy..." Janus murmured against his hair softly, hands rubbing at his back soothingly. He wouldn't trade this for anything. (Reply to this) (Parent)