♥ Thank you! I'm so glad it did that for you -- Lua's always sort of a puzzle for me, because yeah, she does have that completely alien headspace -- why would you do (or rather, not do) what she does(n't)? it doesn't make sense!
If you haven't seen them, I highly recommend the Ladd/Lua stories that logistika_nyx has done -- I think you can find them all at 1931 -- because she really does an awesome job at Lua's fractured mind.